Great! Its time to recount my past week and half at new job. Officially started on Jun 11, 2007. On the first day, my desktop crashed so many times. It's supposed to be one of those Acer 2x Duo Core thingy, but still crashed, and every time it crashes, it pops up an error with ATI blah blah blah. IT guy spent 4+hrs trying to fix it. Sigh...after that, I went thru 4+hrs of training....so tiring. I got my first project on my 2nd day, but it was pure html, css and js. Upto now, I've worked on 4 projects already, and this is just my 2nd week. Since my desktop had problems, they had to take it back to the store to have it repaired. Right now, I'm work on this IBM T41 laptop.....so slow
I totally forgot what I've done last Wed, Thu and Friday. I remember last Friday, they had a surprised birthdate party for another coworker and one of the girl made the cake
my PM can make cakes. What else? The whole week was boring as hell. The only entertainment was from my ex-coworker...we sms each other as if we were on msn
I think I went on msn last Thu, can't remember. Everyday (except Friday) seems the same to me
. Worked Sat and Sun
its been my 3rd week working 7d/wk. When can I have some time off??? Sat night was great, I got to play MJ till 3am...but next day sucked, since I had a large coffee, yet was still super sleepy.
I stil can't believe today is Friday. This week seems to have passed by so fast. The last thing I recall was Monday morning, and now its Friday...I only have couple hours to go hooray
I got so much to do today after work. I'll have to rush to the bank, for the meeting with an investment rep, and then I'll have dinner with my dental office coworker. Yeah, its Tracy's birthdate. We are going to dine at "Golden Horse"...its one of my favorite HK steak houses
. Tomorrow's gonna be a short day, since Dr. Hui is going to L.A. As far as I know, his last apt is around 3pm, then, as usual, we'll go for lunch, and I'll drive him to airport. I'll end up dropping him off by 6ish and then I'll go with Fiona to Taste of Asia...lots of food, music, walk and fun
...hmmm... just wondering if Fiona is coming tonight for dinner.
I've haven't done much at work today. I've fix small things here and there and then talking to ex coworkers...and repeating and repeating this song of Sammi. Its an old song....給最傷心的人, it brings back so many memories. I just noticed that whenever you find a song that you like, it somehow resembles you. I really like this song. Every time I listen to it, I feel like crying. It reminds me of the happiest times and the saddest time. He's was my first crash; my idol; my want to be; He was the reason for my career. He resembles so much in my memories; but now, he's just another guy. I regret for not letting him know what I felt then. I regret for not asking. I regret for giving up. I remember once, I was at work; he called me and I just told him that I had cravings for suhi; He got me sushi.
We used to be so crazy on the streets, kicking each other. We used to be so childish and picked on each others' food. The fun time we had; we almost turned his dad's restaurant over. He used to be there when I was heart-broken and played badminton with me, knowing that I sucked at it. All these belong to the past. They are all part of my momory; part of my regretful past; the only thing I've ever regretted on my life. I wonder...is he still mad at me??? If I did something that really hurted him, I'm willing to apologize. If I could turn the time back, I would have been very straight forward. I would have apologized then
. I don't know why I'm talking about him again. Its because of this song? Its because of Him? Its a bit of both..I guess. After the chat with him, everything just reminded me of my past. He reminded me of him. He was an IT guy too. He used to fix my computers and used to teach and talk to me so much about cars too. They are so alike. I kinda feel down now, after I've been so straight forward with him. But I just wanted to be honest with him. He's one of the greatest guy I've ever met..actually, I could say, he's the best. He's got so many chances out there. Sometimes I think, if I could change something in live, I'd choose to turn back the time; or at least choose not to be borned that early...hahaha...life is so ironic....and so I am.