Another long weekend is about to arrive in couple more hours! Darn, got no plans though
. Uncle called last Sat and said a far 'auntie' came to visit them and I should go to see her; but with this project on hand, how can I go? Besides, I don't really feel like going
. Tonight I'm going out for Korean food and K. Omg, I haven't sang K for so so long. I haven't played mj either
This long weekend is gonna be boring.
Got good news! I started to love my job haha. I love what I'm doing now. I actually get to create my own product. That's exactly what I wanted. I want to create useful and workable products of my own.
I still remember when I first started, I was so sad, and so missed my old colleagues; now I'm pretty ok. I don't get to lunch w/ my colleagues here, but I get to walk a lot every day. I walk about 30mins every day, isn't that healthier?? Colleagues here are very nice, but I guess cuz most of them are guys...we don't get along too well. Today, my company is closing at 2pm, which means I get to leave around 3pm(since I came at 10
). One of my pm, she's leaving next week to pursue her master. Sigh, that's one of my wishes too
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Can you tell I am sad? Well, I am very very sad. I've been disappointed once more. Like always, this was expected, but I'm still sad. People always say that I'm a very logical person, and I totally agree (that's y I'm a programmer) but sometimes, I prefer not to be. Pretending to be ilogical, can't last forever. As I grow older and older, I get to know myself better. I know that if I play dumb, I feel happy...for sometime....but eventually, I'll get 2x the sadness.
Life continues, time still ticks no matter how I feel. 
I really wanna get a puppy. They are so cute and loyal. But I first gotta work out my budget before jumping into it