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Friday, 03 August 2007

by 3. August 2007 16:32

Another long weekend is about to arrive in couple more hours!  Darn, got no plans though .  Uncle called last Sat and said a far 'auntie' came to visit them and I should go to see her; but with this project on hand, how can I go?  Besides, I don't really feel like going .  Tonight I'm going out for Korean food and K.  Omg, I haven't sang K for so so long.  I haven't played mj either    This long weekend is gonna be boring.

Got good news!  I started to love my job haha.  I love what I'm doing now.  I actually get to create my own product.  That's exactly what I wanted.  I want to create useful and workable products of my own.   I still remember when I first started, I was so sad, and so missed my old colleagues; now I'm pretty ok.  I don't get to lunch w/ my colleagues here, but I get to walk a lot every day.  I walk about 30mins every day, isn't that healthier??  Colleagues here are very nice, but I guess cuz most of them are guys...we don't get along too well.  Today, my company is closing at 2pm, which means I get to leave around 3pm(since I came at 10 ).  One of my pm, she's leaving next week to pursue her master.  Sigh, that's one of my wishes too .

Can you tell I am sad?  Well, I am very very sad.  I've been disappointed  once more. Like always, this was expected, but I'm still sad.  People always say that I'm a very logical person, and I totally agree (that's y I'm a programmer) but sometimes, I prefer not to be.  Pretending to be ilogical, can't last forever.  As I grow older and older, I get to know myself better.  I know that if I play dumb, I feel happy...for sometime....but eventually, I'll get 2x the sadness. Life continues, time still ticks no matter how I feel.

I really wanna get a puppy.  They are so cute and loyal.  But I first gotta work out my budget before jumping into it  

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