I doubt I can complete any items from my 'to do' list by the end of this year. Whenever I have time, my attention always shifts to something else. I wanna go to back to university next year, but I can't. Not that I don't want to, but I really can't 
. I've been working 12+ hrs every day for the last 2 weeks. I don't know when this will come to an end, but I definitely need my vacation. At least I'm sure that I'm off from Dec 22-Jan2 
I don't seem to have friends anymore. They are busy with their own lives, nobody is free to hang out with me . I got no life at all. I can't find anyone who can share similar interest with me, or at least they can't afford to share it with me. Everybody just cares for building their own family; does that mean that I don't care? 
I feel different. I don't want a family now. I've got so many things to do; school, career, travel, life; I can't afford to have a family now. I don't have enough time to accomplish what I want. I'm 27, I love my job, I have a great passion for my career, I have a great thirst for knowledge, I love travelling; I really can't afford to commit myself and ignore what I want to do. I know that being at my age and not married doesn't seem right, at least it doesn't seem right to my parents. But I really want to accomplish what I want before commit to a relationship. I want to get my degree, advance in my career, get certifications(at least a dev cert), $$ in my account, a car, my own apt and then I can commit. I'm working hard at it, and hopefully I can accomplish those before I turn 30.