On July 25th, 2009 12:00pm, I had a car accident on DVP south of Steeles Ave. My car is confirmed as not recoverable; total lost! I can't recall what happened nor able to remember anything prior to that. The last thing I remember was paramedics/police asking for my name and age; the next thing, I was admitted to ER....till the doctor came and checked my spinal cord and hands and feet and head. They did a CT scan on me and everything seems normal, just couple bruises around my entire body. I had a big impact to my left head therefore my right left is not as natural as before, but according to the doc, this is just temporary. Well, lets really hope this is temp, otherwise I donno what to do. The doc said I was very dehydrated from the food poisoning and most probably that's the main cause of the lost of conciousness which in turn caused the accident. I was sooooo lucky because I didn't hit anybody nor anyone was hurt in that accident; except for myself of course. What an experience!, well, can I still call that an experience but without experiencing it? I can't remember anything and everytime I struggle to remember, my brain seems like cracking appart and I start to get throbing pain. I've been on advil these couple days for the headaches. The muscle pain are tolerable. I just hope this gets over asap; I missed my normal life; looking forward to work, to colleagues, friends, life; now, with pain, I'm not looking forward to anything but rest. I feel pity for myself. But I have to say, me coming out alive, sound and safe, its a miracle. The crash was big and a total mess and I was pretty pretty lucky to come out alive and not badly hurt or wounded. When I first woke up on ER, I lost my vocabulary, Chinese and English, but it came back pretty quick. This was a miracle, really! God, thank you again for giving me another chance. I could have gone in a matter of seconds, but I'm still here, writing on my blog. My brain is not functioning at 100% of normal pace, but its pretty good considering its only 3-4 days after the impact. I got 2 huge bruises on the left side of my head. They hurt so much that I can't sleep on that side. It wakes me up every time I turn to that side. I have a huge bruise on my left arm as well. Some bruises near both knees and right ankle and right foot. I think its this bruise on my right leg that's preventing me from walking properly. Life is so fragile, you never know what's gonna happen next; can't never be prepared. Miracles do happen, and God made it happen on me so many times. How can I not love him? Enjoy life to the fullest, because you never know what's gonna happen on the next second of your life; therefore, appreciate it, your love ones, your job, your boss, your colleagues, friends, and even your enemies. Life is too short, life it to the fullest, as if its your last!